Bella Jaramillo

Mother’s Youth

Her loss overlooked
as my birth split
her open. Passed not in life

but in spirit. Her dreams suckled
dry, leeched by the parasite nuzzled
against her bosom. While she wept

bloody joy, I cried shackles
around her ankles, her autonomy
exchanged for mine. Youth

snatched unexpectedly, taken without
a chance for goodbye. Nearing that equal
age, I mourn what I have

taken, lungs pierced
at the realization
she was once a girl, too.



Bella Jaramillo is a senior at William Paterson University in Wayne, NJ, pursuing a dual B.A./M.F.A. in English Creative Writing. When they’re not busy crafting a new story, they can be found playing video games or crocheting small plushies. “Mother’s Youth” is their first publication.